Week 6

I've been attending classes for 6 weeks already!! 6 weeks!!! but i've learned nothing! not even a single thing that goes into my mind! i don't know what's going on all this while! handed-in an assignment today but i guess it's gonna be a piece of shit! i don't know what am i writing also! sighh... Day by day, i'm getting more depressing especially when i've to attend the class with all guai lous! damn it! how i wish i can switch or drop that course now! i really can't stand it! it's so damn freaking lonely in that class! HATE IT!!!

Recently, the weather here is getting worst and it snowed a while today but too bad i missed it! i didn't realise that it's snowing outside!!! missed it! :( From Sunday onwards, the daylight saving has started! Now the time in London is 8 hours slower than Malaysia! Have to get use with the time change again! going mad soon... about 5pm then it's so damn dark outside! sigghhhh..... i wonder how people live here?!!!

WHAT'S HAPPENING AROUND?!

Shopping day + fooodsss

Yesterday i slept at 4am but don't know why today i just have the mood to go for shopping! Maybe i'm too stressed with assignments... i really don't feel like staying in my room! The weather is getting much n much colder compared to a week ago... omg!!!! Well, finally i found what i want!!

WHITE COAT WHICH I FIND FOR SUCH A LONG TIME!!

BOOTS!!! ALTHOUGH I'M NOT LOOKING FOR HEELS BUT THIS IS JUS COMFORTABLE

MY DINNER :(

I BOUGHT 1 ITEM ONLY BUT THE RECEIPT I SUPERB LONG

Well, now it's time for some foods update!! Here's what i ate lately....

-day trip to london-

During this 1 month+ in UK, yesterday was the ever 1st day i woke up so early. 4am, i've to wake up & bath.. "coldddd like hell". then we took 5.45am coach to london! My ever 1st time stepping on the land of london! Reached london at about 8+am... From victoria station, we walked to take a bus to green park (if i'm not mistaken). It's worst in the park... it's much much much more colder although there's sunlight. omg! then we walked to buckingham palace.. after that to a place which i don't know what's the name to see horses & security guards (dono what to call oso)..haha... later on the best part came.... lunch at china town! omg! finally i get to eat egg tarts! haha... my favourite!!! then we went for shopping at regent street..meet up with my ah jie (wai yee) for a while then continue shopping. nothing to buy.. there's so many people & so messy.... sigghhhh.... after that time for dinner!! haha.. the happiest moment! later on continue to walk to london eye n westminster n finally took a tube bac to victoria..... well well well... here comes some pictures... (more will be uploaded in facebook..hehe)

The high street of cheltenham at 5.30am

The 7 "early birds" at royal well bus station



Our DELICIOUS lunch

My Dinner

My Dessert

Oh well, obviously i have been eating a lot ever since i'm in the UK. growing fatter n fatter day by day! omg!!!!!! i wanna go back to MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!!!! missed mamak a lot........

Really don't know what to write...

Seriously, i don't know what to write for the "title". Still the same like yesterday... i don't know why when the sky gets dark, i just feel moody,lazy... n my tears will drop! can't control it.. don't know why! sigh... today went out to shop for some stuff... booked ticket to go london on sat but i jus got no mood. don't know why! that doesn't looks like me! normally when i get to know that i can go n have fun, i'll be extremely happy but not this time. sigh..even i, myself don't know what's happening to me!!!!!! stupid tears! since this might be a "Rojak" post... gonna post some photos of the places i once stayed & staying.... jus shifted into a house today! oh yea~ my address & hp now is...

28, TOWNSEND STREET, GL51 9HD, CHELTENHAM, GLOUCESTERSHIRE, UNITED KINGDOM.

+447835833945

come n find me ba... hehe....... sighhhhhhhh



previous hostel







current house (my room) - before







current house (my room) - after

not in the right mood

today, i'm really down! don't know why! i just feel so lonely! in class or anywhere! today only i felt that i love my hostel so much. tomorrow i've to shift out & all of a sudden, i really "em seh dak" here. at least in hostel, i've my own washroom, own privacy, can do watever i like but anyways there's goods n bads both side. really don't know why, i'm extremely down right now. i don't know what to do! feel so lost! i don't even know how am i gonna hand in my assignments! damn stressed! i hate it here!

-S.I.G.H-

Not really in a good mood today! Looking into my assignments & books, my eyes will definitely welled with tears! sigh! i really don't know how can i come out with a piece of essay to be handed in 19 days from now! shit! then, there's another group assignment! just get a report from lecturer today & the results as well as analysis seems to be so negative! i don't even understand some of the details given! it's all figures! i love figures a lot but i don't know why this time, i hate it so much! i don't know what is he trying to tell us in that sheet of paper! mileage..assets..capital..fare per seat mile..bla bla bla... i never touch on finance before! never even have a single knowledge on accounting nor marketing! i'm going to die this time! i don't even have the "heart" to continue planning & thinking for all the work.. all the assignments!

how i wish i'm back to college having lecturers that i've once had... although luct sucks but at least there's a few lecturers who are really good! i really learned a lot from them & not like now! i know it's all mostly self-study here but it should not be until the stage of reading out what's on the slides to students & ask students to figure out assignments themselves by reading through the textbook! what's the purpose of paying the uni so much & in return what i get is all this? i've been to classes for 3 weeks! in this 3 entire weeks, what i can said is "I LEARNED NOTHING!"
I only learn how to figure out assignments myself! how to stress out a piece of shit to be handed in before the deadline!

i'm really wondering, am i in the right course?! why can they simply offer me courses which i don't even have a single knowledge about it? Whoever read this, remember! do not look for agents if you planned to further your studies! they are helping you because of money! (unless you know them well).... regret for coming over!

If i'm not here today, i might be working in an ad agency or somewhere else..getting paid monthly. or...maybe... if i'm not here today, i might be getting my degree very soon in a much more comfortable surronding! i might be learning more than what i had here!

picturessssss

i'm just too boring today! Sunday & i'm staying in this small room whole day! have been watching movie & reading my assignment sheets all day... wondering how to do it... n till now, i got no idea so i'm here to upload more pictures... random pictures....

HATE TO C ALL THESE..........

Nice & delicious noodles, rice, bla bla

The night of "surprises"

Look.... what's on their handssssss

The day trip to Berkeley Castle