well, 7 months ever since i updated my poor little bloggie. The past months have been so challenging but tired. People always say "When you are studying, you want to work BUT when you start to work, you would want to study". After these 7 months, i know how the feel is like and it's true~people will never be satisfy with what they have and always wanted to go the other way round.. I truly feel like walking back into uni again... like right now!
When I'm in school / college / uni...
- I have more freedom
- I can plan things accordingly coz i've already had a fixed timetable
- I can do anything I like
- I can choose not to hand-in my homework / assignments on time
- I can hang around with my friends all the time
- I can have assignments done the way i want it to be
- I can write my thoughts, my imagination, my thinking, my strategy...
- I can rest when I really need to
- I can run around anytime, anywhere without thinking of time!
- I can basically do whatever I wanna do EXCEPT to waste money (coz it's not my hard-earned money)!
- I had my own income
- I can waste a bit of my money
- I can ease the burden of my family
- I can work towards my very own future
- I could lead a better life
- I lost my freedom
- I can't plan my private life accordingly (time is totally in a mess)
- I can't hang-out with my friends always
- I can't have good sleep
- I have nightmares at least once a month
- I need to listen to people's voices (irritating calls, emails..)
- I'm just a follower where personal thoughts are equal to nothing! As usual, money talks louder when it comes to execution!
- I feel really really tired (physically & mentally)
- I never had the mood to hang around, doing silly things anymore
